it's too hot

[mostotherthings]

looking at my last post, i can now tell it's been about 4 months since the last major LJ outage. massive fail sadly, and my account is paid for, which makes it even worse. you know when you paid for something and you can't get it, and there's always that feeling of *grabby grabby*? yeah, that's what it is.

i'm still going back and forth from -almost flu-no flu-flu, vicious cycle this is. it's unfortunately also sapping up all my energy, and that just sucks.